Dec. 5, 1937
Sunday- a week from
now "my love will keep
me warm"
My sweet Paddy who tries to fool me!
Today I've
been very busy but I've had fun too! I've read the letters you wrote to me from Berkeley after Jeff was born- look I wrote "Jeff"quite automatically instead of "Peter"-you remember we called him "Jeff" at first. Even then Paddy fooled his girl-I'm afraid he read your old letters over again. I wish I'd thought of it sooner-(I love read those you wrote in May several times.) You had a grand gay time in Berkeley and had many dates. Wish you would in Cornell. It shows the difference between Berkeley and stuffy Cornell.
I asked Buchman to breakfast this morning. He stayed and stayed! He is fascinated by Crellie. I keep thinking of the Berkeley Paddy now instead of the Cornell Paddy. I am very weary tonight but still haven't the things done which I set out to do to day. I want everything done before you come.
When you were in Berkeley I felt that we could plan our lives confidently then--but the interval has taught me a great deal. I won't be able
[2nd page]
to write to you many more times.
Mr. Crellin said you should never make a decision without me since we were partners--that what influenced you influenced me, etc. They seem to think that I'm not such a bad wife for you. It is odd how these letters have taken me back. We were worried about my having enough milk for Peter. Also Linus was causing a bit of trouble. I apparently have always either been pregnant or "milking" a baby.
I have several surprises for you my pet. Oh--I saw some mistakes in your old letters--I've forgotten them again now. When I read Rosie's Bean today--Peter said- "We must send that to Daddy." Did you like Rosie's Bean?
It is late and I want to do several things still tonight. Linus went to get help from Buchman with his arithmetic. Buchman and Howard are taking me to the Community Playhouse on Wednesday. I love you my darling sweet heart! I'll be awfully happy to be close to you again. Oh, Lala [?] came home early this evening--just slushy with her evening drink! I'll tell you later.
Ava Helen
Tuesday Dec. 7 [1937 in LP's handwriting], 9:15 a.m.
Sweetest Paddy in the world;
So my dusty eye
put a spell on you did it. I'm sending a note this morning which I hope you will get Thruesday. I love you very much and I'm happy to think that after reading this you will get on the train and come home. I wish you were taking the Super Chief. You are giving next to the lat lecture now. I suppose you are saying that Thursday's will be the last due to the lecturers wanting to see the game new year's day in Pasadena!
I do love you very, very much. You certainly are dependent on comma's. I said graham crackers spread with butter, and grape juice (mine).
Naturally I expected more from your understanding that Rem Barry say-who is getting sappier and sappier . You aren't though! Of course you can't
[2nd page]
write more on your book because you've worn yourself out.
I think perhaps you'll be willing to return without me after you've seen the children and been at home for awhile. It would be a shame for you not to stay at the Telluride House. I think how hard it would be to find some place for us to stay. You wouldn't like that. I love you, you darling. You see men and women are different. I didn't want to come away and leave you but you didn't mind-whereas I am now used to being without you and you get lonesomer and lonesomer-or say you do-Poor darling! I love you.
I must bathe the little laboratory now who says he has been an angel long enough and is going to try being a devil for awhile and see wht that bings.
Love, love, love and come first, fast, fast to
Your girl-