25 June 1963
Dr. Peter Pauling
62 Elgin Crescent
London, W. 11,
England
Dear Peter:
Mama and I are sorry to learn from your letter that you are not coming to California this summer. We would have been pleased to see you. I have been hoping that Mama would be well enough so that it would not be too much of a strain on her, in case that you stayed with us for some time. I am hoping that she will get some rest this summer and that her health will improve.
In your letter you ask whether I think that your second point is false, irrelevant, unimportant, or what. I am afraid that I didn't keep your letter, and I am not sure that I remember your second point. My memory may be wrong, but I think that your second point was that I have some duty to you, as my son, to provide you with money.
I shall comment on this point, which may be close enough to what you have in mind, and also on the matter of writing a book for use in high school chemistry classes.
I am not interested enough in a high school chemistry book to write such a book, if you are not interested. I can earn enough money for Mama and me in other ways, doing things that interest me more. As a business man, I recognize that the present time is such that a good high school chemistry might make a lot of money; but I do not have enough need for a lot of money to justify my sacrificing my happiness in the amount that would be necessary if I were to write such a book. If you have enough interest, for financial reasons or other reasons, to work on this job, I might feel that it would be worthwhile for me to make the sacrifice of helping; but you have made it pretty clear that you are not interested.
During the last couple of years I have thought a great deal about the matter of alternative ways in which I can spend the remaining years of my life. There are many things that I want to do - so many that I have to decide among them. I want to make the decisions, in cooperation with Mama, in such a way as to be most satisfying to her and to me. I do not know yet what the decisions will be. I am glad that my circumstances are such that I do not need to take on the uninteresting chore of writing a high school text. I am going to try to have the decisions made in such a way as to give Mama the most pleasure and satisfaction during the remaining years of her life, and also to give me as much satisfaction as possible.
I began to write a textbook of general chemistry in 1934, but I wrote only about one chapter. I am sorry now that I did not take time to finish this textbook, because it would have been very helpful, especially for Mama's sake to have had a bigger income during the earlier years of our life. If the war had not come along, I would have published my General Chemistry in 1940 or 1941, according to my plans - I postponed the job of finishing it in order to work on war research.
In answer to your questions, I think that Mama and I need to be repaid, from now on, for any investment of time and energy that we make - we need to be repaid in happiness, not in money.
Mama and I both send you our love. We have pretty much given up any plan for coming to Europe during the next few months. We are thinking about building a house at the ranch - perhaps getting the plans ready this year, and building it next year. One problem is that electricity is not yet available.
Your letter arrived just after we had left for the ranch, where we stayed nine days.
Love from
Linus Pauling:hpg